I miss the sounds that were ours. The ones that lasted hours and years. The discovery of each other. The clicking of heels. The haunting. The edging of us. Thoughts of border gazebos, hockey porn, Taco Bells and endless possibilities.
In the dark days she surrounds me A beacon for a heart and abandoned ships A light that is consistent even in its flickering Humming that lulls and holds parts yet to be unearthed My creatures stir for her They flourish here A place to house the hallowed things one carefully hides away The cracks creak to the dance of us A sweet haunting Lovely in its imperfection
I wish our letters could have held us. Protected our love and our crime investigations. The postal service.. our cute lil love story. I miss my mistakes, our curious adventures, our dreams, the fear of trusting me/us… the lovely life we deserved. It all hurts. Sadness is easy when it felt so one sided.
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